May 5, 2005 Screencaps

Nikolas: Are you angry with me for the amnesia? Because I brought Connor and Mary into our lives? Is that it?

Emily: I'm not angry with you at all.

Nikolas: Then why do you want to hurt me?

Emily: Oh, God, Nikolas, I don't. It's just the opposite. I want you to have an amazing life, filled with every wonderful thing that you deserve. I just -- I can't be a part of it, and I need a divorce.

Nikolas: I don't get it. You know, that might have made sense three months ago, Emily, when it looked like I was never going to get out of here, but I could be released from here any day.

Emily: I --

Nikolas: So why? Why would you want to leave me now, Emily? Why now?

Emily: I'm not the woman that you married, nikolas. Please, don't fight me on this, okay? You have to let me go.

Nikolas: No. I'm not going to let you throw us away like this. And I'm not going to let you go. No, come here. I love you too much for that.

Emily: Let go of me!

Emily screams.

Nikolas: What is it?

Emily: Get away from me! Get away!

Nikolas: What is the matter with you?

Emily: Get away! Stay away! Stay away! Stay away from me!

Nikolas: Stop -- wait -- wait! Wait --


Nikolas: You don't understand. I need to get to my wife.

Guard: Yeah, it looks like you already did. What the hell were you doing?

Nikolas: I didn't do anything. All I did was take her by the shoulders, that's all.

Guard: Yeah, it looked like you were forcing yourself on her.


Emily: I'm really okay.

Guard: Look, don't lie for the guy. He looked like he was trying to --

Emily: No, Nikolas didn't do anything, okay? None of this is my husband's fault. It was a misunderstanding, okay? I don't want nikolas in any trouble for this.

Guard: If you say so.

Emily: Oh, God.

Elizabeth: Hey.

Emily: Hey.

Elizabeth: What's going on?

Emily: What are you doing here?

Elizabeth: Well, you said you were going to tell Nikolas about the rape, and I'm your moral support.

Emily: Yeah.

Elizabeth: So, what happened? Did he lose it?

Emily: Oh. I didn't tell him, and Nikolas didn't lose it. I did.


Emily: Nikolas must be so confused. He didn't do anything that he hasn't done about a million times.

Elizabeth: Which is what, exactly?

Emily: He just -- he took me by the shoulders, you know? He was frustrated. He was just trying to understand, and, Elizabeth, my worst fear came true. He turned into Connor, and I just -- I went off on him. You know, I knew this was going to happen. It's why I haven't been as excited as I should be that luke's closing in on Helena and Nikolas could come home soon.

Elizabeth: And he will be, Em.

Emily: And then what, Elizabeth? How do I wake up every morning and turn to the man I love and see my rapist's face? How do I explain to nikolas that every time that he touches me his hands become Connor's?

Elizabeth: It's going to change. I promise it'll change and the horrible memories will fade and you and Nikolas will be on the other side of this together, stronger and closer than ever.

Emily: Yeah, but what happened in there wasn't a memory, Elizabeth. Nikolas vanished, and Connor was there. I saw him. I felt him. But that's what's going to happen every time my husband reaches out for me, Elizabeth. It's not going to change in a week or in a hundred years.


Elizabeth: Emily, you have got to see that you are not being fair to Nikolas.

Emily: I know, Elizabeth, and I'm sorry about that.

Elizabeth: Oh, really? Well, you know what? That's just not good enough, Nikolas is an amazing person who happens to love you beyond all reason, and you've got him sitting in there thinking that he's done something wrong. Now, you take your little self back in there and you tell him that Connor raped you and let him help you pick up the pieces.

Emily: Oh, but he can't fix this, Elizabeth.

Elizabeth: And a divorce will? Emily, you've got to stop letting Connor win this and be honest with your husband.

Emily: I can't.

Elizabeth: So that's it? You're just going to leave without even telling him goodbye?

Emily: I can't. I -- I just -- I can't -- can't, Elizabeth. Not now.

Elizabeth: It's the most wrong you've even been, Emily. I hope you don't regret this.

The camera fades into Nikolas sitting, cuffed at the jail cell table, thinking.


Emily: I told you, it isn't necessary to restrain my husband.

Guard: Sorry. Warden's orders.

Emily: Okay. Then at least give us some privacy, please.

Guard: I'll be right outside.

Emily: Did they hurt you? Nikolas, I'll speak to the Warden myself

Nikolas: To hell with the Warden. Talk to me. What happened before? What'd I do?

Emily: Nothing. Nothing, Nikolas. I just -- I just lost it. You know, there's been a lot to deal with, you know, you being sent here, the kidnappings, A.J. shot my dad and then gets murdered. I just -- I haven't been able to sleep lately.

Nikolas: I'm so sorry I haven't been able to help you.

Emily: Hey, maybe it's one of those character-building times, you know, where you're supposed to find your way through everything alone.

Nikolas: No, I don't believe that. We used to count on each other for everything. What changed so much that you're willing to throw our marriage away before it's even gotten started? Please, Emily. Look at me. Something happened to you, and I need you to trust me enough to tell me what it is.

Emily: You're right. Something did happen. You know, it's okay to change some things in your life.

Nikolas: It's okay, baby. I love you. And nothing you can tell me will ever change that.

Emily: I can't. I can't, Nikolas. It hurts too much.

Nikolas: Wait, wait. Just answer one question. Do you still love me?

Emily: With all my heart.

Nikolas: Then we can get through this. I just -- I need to know what I'm dealing with here, okay, so I don't -- so I don't step wrong and freak out like I did before. Please. Help me help you. Please.

Emily: Okay. Connor Bishop raped me.


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